Part of the list
how the ends of your bangs stick out when they’re being supported by your glasses
your funny faces that you make when you scrunch your face together
your little dance that you do with your arms and hip
the sound that you make when you poke someone, “ough”
the high pitched sound that you make when you laugh really hard
the sound that you make when i tickle your feet, “MMMMMRGHHHHHH”
the moments when you get extremely lovey dovey with me
the moments when you just want to do absolutely nothing and lay down with me
the times when we sit at a park and look off in the distance together
our many inside jokes
our dumb conversations with Magic
the times that we spend napping together
the times that we spend watching basketball together, whether its in the evening or 5 am in the morning
and all the other random things that we do. the things that make us laugh until we cry. these are all reasons why i want to keep you, why i try so hard to keep you with me, why i want to keep you satisfied with me as your boyfriend. there isn’t a day where we don’t share a laugh, a smile, or a kiss together (besides the days that we don’t see each other). we always make something fun out of nothing, whether its napping together, chilling, or actually going out. all the little things mean so much, and i hope you realize it. i love doing everything with you. i want to keep you.
and i hope you want to keep me as well. i’ve told you so many times just how much you mean to me and i hope i can be the same to you. i’ve never shed so many tears for something or someone. you are the first. i don’t want to let this go, this warm feeling in my chest. i truly deeply hope that you don’t let it go cold.