trying to stop
Its hard. It seems like everytime you get mad at me now I end up in my room, laying down on my bed, start crying, and wake up realizing that I just cried myself to sleep again. I’m sorry I get you so mad at times… and I need to stop this habit of crying myself to sleep. I just wish you would reconsider letting me take you work tomorrow… but thats probably not going to happen. I just hope that you’re not losing interest in me… by the time you read this its going to be too late for you to reconsider =/, and it makes me pretty sad. I understand you’re really tired and stressed from work, and I should have came to visit you to make you happy. I’m mad at myself for realizing that after the whole situation… I wish I knew the consequences of my decisions sometimes, because times like these hurt. I hope you don’t stay mad at me for too long… and that you don’t take this post as bullshit =/.
